Saturday, May 10, 2008

Looking up I pray my doubt you'll crush

Do you ever just feel like you have everything against you?

I hate cars. I hate money. You need both of those to do road trips so the work must be done.
350 dollars later and I have a newly tuned up car and brand new fluids.
Only like 500 more dollars to go. Plus I have only raised 10 dollars out of 800 for the internship.
I think this is God's way of making me trust Him, especially with my finances.

I am stressing out. I am exhausted. I feel sick. I am scared. I have regrets. I can't focus.
But....
I am loved. I have wonderful friends and family. I am growing. I am safe. I am loved.

Life is stormy but it's been worse.

Please be praying. I feel like a mess...

2 comments:

perkyNbLue said...

I'm praying for you.

Anonymous said...

I totally feel for you on the finance thing. I still have to pay off the ticket I got, and my parents ended up selling our house to move into an apartment. Money stinks. It makes life way more complicated than it needs to be. Thanks for the comment :) We will get through this!