amazing!

I am loving this internship!
For the summer I will mostly be using the blog I made just for CT!

http://myheartisinhartford.blogspot.com/

I love you guys!

ahh

I am about to leave for the HCM house where I will be staying for the next two months!

wow...its actually happening!

it's been a few days

I made it. I'm here in Connecticut.

The trip was amazing. I feel like it was just what my heart needed to prepare for this summer.

I have already been warned that this summer will be good but it will be really hard. It will be nothing like I have ever done before.

Am I ready? Hopefully
Am I scared? Definitely
Am I excited? Of course

I miss my road trip buddies!

Tick tock goes the clock

Here I am just sitting and waiting. Only about an hour and 20 minutes until our ideal departure time.
I am as ready as I will ever be.

Please be praying for the trip and my time out there!

Thanks friends! See you in two months!

I've been holding on

I have been so incredibly blessed this year. I have met so many amazing people.

To think that I wanted nothing to do with the college groups merging...

Change is hard for me. I know that. I know that this summer will change my life. That thought is so scary. It is also very exciting!

I know that it is only goodbye for the summer. I had no idea how hard this would be. I guess that is what happens when you meet people who change your life and when you get to know people who love you for who you are. I can't even describe how much I love these people. How much I love Flood.

As hard as this is I believe that this is also good. I think it is good that I am so sad about not seeing everyone for 2 months. It just makes me realize that relationships matter and my friends are so important!

So, I got updates from my internship director...

I have raised 150 dollars out of 800. I need 650 dollars more by June 1st

I just have to trust God that He will provide. But to be honest...I am freaking out a bit...


Last night was the first goodbye that I had to say. Tomorrow will be many more...

Then Thursday. Then Sunday...

I leave a week from tomorrow! ahhh

230 am.
im tired...but also wide awake.
Such a good night. Such good conversation with basically everyone I talked to.

I got a little emotional tonight...everyday that my trip comes closer I get a little bit more scared/excited/worried.
I was thinking and I figured out that seperation from the people I love is one of the hardest things for me and that is why I find myself sad about this.


I have to be up early...goodnight!