Ouch

It is never easy realizing that your faith in God is not what it should be.

Last night Matt reminded us that we need to let people know what is going on in our lives. We need to let people pray for us. So right now, and I wish this was more personal, pray for me please. I am overwhelmed. I am drained. And I am scared. Please just pray that I will find my hope in Him and feel secure in His plan.

I am leaving in 22 days. eeek