The conversations that we had tonight really helped me in what I have been dealing with about relationships.
When I am ready God will provide me with someone. This is not something to be rushed. I should not be discouraged or feel sadness for never having a real boyfriend ever. I realize that there are plenty of people who are in the same situation as I am. It just seems as though everyone I know is in a new relationship. I just can't help but wonder if there is something wrong with me. I guess it goes along with some of the self esteem issues that I am working on...
I know God is teaching me to trust and if I were to pick a theme for 2008 it would have to be trust. I honestly think that this is the next part of my life God is trying to show me. I feel like it is normal to have these feelings but He wants us to trust in him. He has a plan. We were made in his image. In October God spoke to me like I have never experienced....He said something along the lines of that he is not going to give me someone to love until I love myself.
So true...but so hard.
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